So I've started a YouTube account to record my transition:
[link]
Check it out. I'm sure I'll be changing a lot in the next few months. My voice is already dropping and everything...


A Life UntitledThere she stands On the precipice of purgatory The hills of Hell Waiting for the waters of darkness to retreat But she is DrowningA Life Untitled
Unprepared For what life has given her And the road she travels As the cuts on her feet reopen and bleed For she is Empty
Deluded Into believing in sovereignty Whispers of a foul wind As she prays for a penultimate answer In a life
Unconcluded
Confused As to why she is fading Why her heart slows Why her life is seeping into the grasps of intangibility While she p


GoneGoneGone
Gone are the days we frolicked and played Our carefree spirits free from the fray
Gone are the nights where we hid from the fights And imagined a world where our spirits took flight
Gone are the tears reflecting our fears Spilled from our eyes so no one could hear
And gone is the terror that you and I shared Gone is the feeling that no one else cared
I bit and I scratched but you never strayed No matter my flaws, you always stayed
But the holes in your heart are finally filling And the holes in mine are always expanding  


Perplexity of PenanceIn the perplexity of penance Where I take my final stand Against the monster in the storm In a life made out of sandPerplexity of Penance
In the necromancy of nightmares Where I hide the things I hate The darkness shuns my shadow
And I know that its too late
In the mystery of memoirs Where I record my selfish tale My ink is my own blood From a heart rendered frail
This is where I lost you This is where I learned to breathe In an air of toxicity Among the devils of the free
In the familiar famishing of deserts Where my lungs inha


Crossroads - Outside GirlStand at the crossroad but trapped by a wall The way is clear but the barrier is thick And I think Im about to fallCrossroads - Outside Girl
Always something in my path, holding my back Something I cant hide any longer Nothing to do but attack
Im too invisible to be seen with naked eyes that know nothing The man I am, the girl I was Are distant and mutually confining
And I just wanna go home to the place with no lies Where she doesnt exist And he doesnt hide
Cuz out in the jungle of skyscrapers and cement Im not even ther
| My name is Blake Alexander Williams, and I'm an 18 year old transguy living in Colorado Springs, Colorado. Some of the things I dislike are people mocking my grip on reality, people claiming their past is worse than someone else’s, people who insult my family (especially my mom), and people disrespecting my transgender identity (using my birth name, calling me an ‘it’ or ‘she’, etc.). To end on a lighter note, the things I like are Samoyeds, working with people on the autistic spectrum, trans issues, my job, the South, psychology (esp. suicide prevention, depression studies, and abuse studies), my family, God, the Internet, hanging out (mostly with people my own age), weapons, studying other religions, video games, philosophy, the LGBT community, sex studies, books, knowledge, piercings, music, movies, my mentor, writing, Lost (TV series), and cannabis. |
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No matter what darkness clouds us, the power of people to dream will surely blossom a flower of hope all over the world. - Mamoru (Tuxedo Mask)
Peacemaker: "Never trust an alien."
Blue Beetle: "Isn't Superman-"
Peacemaker: "He's American."
I really appreciate it
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||My stock-photography *moroka||My photo-manips =moroka323||
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~~ Cut Free since March 2009 ~~
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I'm a leaf on the wind, watch how I soar...
-Lucy-
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RIDE A WHITE PIG TO THE EDGE OF LAPLAND!
Blake
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And that summit thing sounds awesome!
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"I don't do drugs, I am drugs"
-Salvador Dali
And yeas, it was absolutely amazing XD
Blake
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